I Cried Today

Because I seem to be more of a burden than a blessing.



She even said so herself, that at times, she doesn't really know.








Didn't those 2 years of no-relationship teach me ANYTHING...?


Am I really still that bad of a boyfriend...?







Am I really still... That much of a disappointment...?





I don't know...

Only time will tell, I guess...








God...

When I face problems like these...

I have no one to turn to...

No one to hold me...

No one's shoulder to cry on...

I'd cry on her, but she might just see it as self-pity...

All I'm left...

Is to cry to You...

But...

At this time...

When everyone's asleep...

When no one's there to see my tears...

I cry by myself...




God, bless Jaslyn, Ben, Ivan and Sandy.

And bless my blog-readers... whoever they are...