The Meaning To Life

omg look! An omgwtfbbqsauce potentially emo post title!

Hmm... It's supposed to be an emo post... But I guess there's no harm typing it in a hyperific genki manner.

manner!

So liek, the meaning to life rite?

Everyone asks, what's the meaning to life? wuts my point in life? What am I supposed to do? why do we exist? why are we aliev? Whywhywhywhywhy?

Well... I pondered abt this incredulously D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T question (for like 5 seconds) and realised, hey I know the meaning to life!

The reason we're alive, is cuz God put us here, to do something!

Something in life huh. Li3k, God totally wants us to do that specific something. We're meant to be on this plaaaaanet called T3rr4Firm4 for A rea-son! And that reason is~~~~~

I dunno! xD

No really. I dunno. but i DO know, that God has a plan for you. That's why he made you! and me! and everyone else! (even the annoying ones neh ><) And for every good Chrsitian who dies 'prematurely' (as in like instead of growing old and dying a bag of wrinkles, they die really young and whatsorts), there was a reason for their death! Someone somewhere, would've heard or known about their death. And that would lead them to a point where they learn about God, and about His lurve and wondaafullness. And then, then, then, that person's death (x_x) would have made a difference. Because in that death, someone else came to Christ! His job wus done! It may not seem fair/fare/pucat/pale/pail/bucket to a lot of people, but God works in mysterious ways. In the same way He allows life to be taken away, He puts certain people through certain situations. And I believe that everyone is put into situations, so that they can teach the people they meet in the future about them. They can share about what they've gone through, and how God pulled them through it all! So li3k.. What's the point of my post again? No it wasn't to talk about all that. I don't really know my purpose in life! I wanna know what I'm supposed to do, where I'm supposed to go, how I'm supposed to do eetz. I wanna know that what I'm doing wif my life is the thing that He wants me to do. I don't wanna choose. I hate choosing. When I gotta choose, I'm skared that I'll maek the wrong choices (obviously waaaay too many now bleh xP). And i'm fat too. I gotta lose weight. But I'm feeling stressed and depressed. Stressed cuz I wanna find something else to do, depressed cuz I don't know what else I WANNA do. Sadness! And all that goes into food which goes into mah tummy. Then comes out of my tummy, and into the layerz between the layers of skin layers and whatever-else-is-deeper-inside-layers. Ta-dah! Yeah. That and I haven't been to church properly for ages. Meh. I can't stand myself. ><

Vicious cycle much~~~

And nobody was free to go out with me today. I so needed to just get out and talk to someone x_x

I miss hugugus .__.

Oh wellz~

Time to go hunting! I'ma go hunt an Ice Agnator!

It looks like this:


Yeap! That's MONSTER HUNTER PORTABLE 3!!!

Yaay! Hurray for the diversion. Got a bit sick of DotA today after I was owning so much, then got told to switch over to lose.

Idiots. I pwned. I dun care.

Gnites! ><

P.S. I wish I were more moe ;__;

This post was brought to you by Kilmasis, asked to post a blogpost by a certain CSI. Who got thrown out of CSI, so opened her own and called it CSY.

I still think you'd look really good in an LBD. Or a long black evening gown.

:)