disarrayed
my emotions are all messed up.
the voices in my head are going wild.
i don't know if i can take this any longer.
i just... feel like sleeping for a very very very long time...
i've been sleeping so much lately... but it never seems to be enough...
i don't seem to be of any comfort T_T
what is my role in this then?
i wanted to comfort, to care, to be there when she needed someone...
but... i don't seem to be doing anything more than aggravation...
sometimes, it's a blessing to be stupid.
at least... i wouldn't get all these voices telling me so many things at once, predicting so many outcomes and commenting on what's better for who...
do i matter to myself...?
to a certain extenct... i guess i do...
to a certain extenct...
who knows where that 'extenct's' boundaries are...?
God...
bless my blogreaders...
and jas, ben, jun, and ivan...
the voices in my head are going wild.
i don't know if i can take this any longer.
i just... feel like sleeping for a very very very long time...
i've been sleeping so much lately... but it never seems to be enough...
i don't seem to be of any comfort T_T
what is my role in this then?
i wanted to comfort, to care, to be there when she needed someone...
but... i don't seem to be doing anything more than aggravation...
sometimes, it's a blessing to be stupid.
at least... i wouldn't get all these voices telling me so many things at once, predicting so many outcomes and commenting on what's better for who...
do i matter to myself...?
to a certain extenct... i guess i do...
to a certain extenct...
who knows where that 'extenct's' boundaries are...?
God...
bless my blogreaders...
and jas, ben, jun, and ivan...


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