Disorder of the Mind

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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I keep telling people I've got a lot of problems. I just learn to keep it inside and not show. But people either don't seem to believe me or don't seem to care. Here's lousy proof (I know I could've rigged it. What do YOU believe?) that I've got plenty of problems in my brain.

Nah. Nobody believes me anyway. Until I get a cert from a psychologist that I DO have problems. Then people would just stay away. Bah. I couldn't be bothered.

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Some random 'wuts ur best quality' quiz. Like half of it wasn't even RELATED to anything -_-;; What kind of pet would I have? What kinda question is THAT?








Edit:

She's still after her ex.

I don't understand it. How can a person want someone that badly, even if they're treated like crap?

And yet, how can a person...

How can a person not want someone that badly even though they are willing to give all that they can just for the sake of the person's happiness...?


I see the pattern here which leads back to me desiring the praise and acknowledgement I feel I deserve.

Even when we made the decision... Nobody from that circle could be bothered to ask how I felt.

Only people who visited my blog (the minor 3 or 4) commented to console me.

Otherwise...

*sigh*

My mind thinks too much see? All this tells me that I'm not important. I'm just a passer-by who's hung on longer than he should.

My disappearance from the world makes little to no difference. Maybe the lack of a standard to reach up to for Group Cosplay competitions during CF. But otherwise... I'm still just a nobody.


I guess it can't be helped anyway. I'm not very well liked. I'm not influencial. When I go into the chan, nobody rushes out to greet me. A person or two might say hie, but that's it. Unlike her who's got almost the entire group supporting her.


A group of friends I never had, and probably never will.

But who cares.


Not them.





God~

I'm sick.

Sick in the head.

Please purge my mind.



Bless Ben, Jun, Ivan, Jas and all my blogreaders. Goodnight.